I HATE IT

I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FELT ALL THE TIME

HOW COULD YOU EVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I BEEN THROUGH

I CAN'T ARCHIVE WHAT YOU EVER WISH 

STOP MAKING ME NOT ME

YOU THOUGHT I WAS MATURE ENOUGH

I WAS, BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN ALWAYS STAND IT

THOSE PHOTOS, YOU THINK I AM AVE MARIA

WELL, I AM NOT ANY PIECE OF IT

Heyyyyy

I don't know it's been how many months not logging into this blog to check or blog
2012 is a year full of memories that a high school student adores
I participated in two Science camp this year, both as a worker
And so yesterday, one of the science camp I participated ended
such fun we all had
We must live wild, play wild when there are chances
And so, this is how my 16th year in Earth went through
I hope those I cherished most won't disappear from my class next year
This year, both good and bad things happened to me
I took my lesson for being so inconsiderate and speaking out before it went through my brain
I met people that were so selfish
But, I finally get to become classmate AGAIN with two of my best friends ( Kar Wai & Joelle) after 2 years of separation
Well, I read a novel about 2012 the end of the world and zombies all around and then only those chosen one get to be on the star ship
NOW, I am really scared
Scared that 2012 will really come
Scared of losing everything I finally have - Family, Friends that I cherish all the time
If we really die,
I will miss you guys ; )
Thanks for all the memories you all gave me, as a child, as a student, as a friend
And to that guy I will never get to meet
Let's meet in heaven :)

BYE, MY LOVEs

(if 2012 really comes)

BUS!!!

O.o
Yo! Guys.....
I am finally officially taking PUBLIC BUS!!!!!!!!

But still ok lar, I had a good start
HEHE, I manage to get a seat for the whole trip
Feel weird, it's like since Form 3
Every year there is a new kind of experience
But WTH, i don't like this experience
Tomorrow I even need to bring my violin up the bus O.O
Shit, how to hold it for 15 mins inside the bus
So many people

So let's us pray =.=
I am also doing a part in the performance tomorrow for the club
Oh, I hate it
-THE END-

School REOPEN

Argh, I don't know where to start
1st day of school
ok, it's still good
At least there is still some former teachers from JR3A still teaching us this year
1st day of school
I was waiting for the bell to ring
2.45pm and yeah!! finally time to go to monorail
Ya damn excited to go to tuition
I thought that I could actually see my idol
=.= but damn it none of them look like my idol, and there are all girls too =.=
T^T!!!
Where is my idol!!!!!!!!
And until THE END of tuition
There's still no him.....
=~=#
And Cikgu Ong gave me a malay essay to do
=0=
Until now ya now I haven't finish it yet
Yesterday I spend 2 hours for just writing 3 paragraphs
=.=Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That time I was already so tired
I don't know why I still go to Facebook

And the worst thing happened in my life
I don't know how the hell I offended his damn boyfriend
I WAS REPLYING MY FRIEND'S STATUS
It was obviously that badass thought that I was commenting on his boyfriend's comment
And that BADASS's comment just make me pissed off
SO DAMN PISSED OFF
I can feel the heartbeat beating faster and faster
Those anger just grew so fast
=~=#####
Without being like such a Badass like him
I just reply him a damn damn damn politely way of comment
Well duh HEY I SAID SORRY BUT NO OFFENCE
Why the hell did I replied him so politely?
BECAUSE FOR THE DAMN HELL I DON'T WANT MY FACEBOOK TO BE HACKED BY THAT DAMN SHIT BADASS!
And now I finally remember why the hell I disliked Facebook so much
Because you get to know that there are so many irritating people in Earth!
And now for damn shit I feel disgusting when I see guys now since today
Damn uncomfortable
Argh~
THAT BADASS BETTER GET AIDS, GO BACK TO HELL

And that's how 1st day of school officially ruined
The next day= Today
The 1st thing I do when I step into the classroom is to find someone to tell about the Damn Badass
Phew I sure need to express my anger in one kind of way

But finally I got something to heal my whole day depression
Woohoo!!!!!! Finally after 3 days, I saw my idol again~~~ kakakakakakaka~~~

And END OF STORY

The DAY before 2012

2011

咳咳咳，要从哪里开始讲呢。。。

今年，我正式开始减肥从70KG减到55KG

可我依然很肥=。=

说我人生就是这么戏剧性

上演了200公斤美女

噗～开玩笑别当真

人瘦了么，信心也慢慢有的

咳咳～我呗。。。

说减肥了后，我变了

身形有变，人果然也开朗多了

我至少是敢开口跟哥哥的朋友说话

以前我自卑，不愿看到他们

嘛～就是板个脸给他们看了（臭脸呗～）

现在，你要来就来我无所谓了

我跟亲戚也ok多了

会开玩笑，可以聊天（一点点啦）

跟同学也关系好多啦～～ :D

之后么，比较大的事迹啊

2月14日啊。。。

我做了很多礼仪饼干唉～=)

咳咳，虽然我还是单身滴。。。。。

第一次参与情人节啊～

感觉真爽！人生第一次从来都是爽的！！

3月啊，我开始在意一个男人了

说喜欢是喜欢

可说爱还没这么痴呐

有了在意的对象，感觉就好像生活多了一项任务：

就是去注意他

然后去在意他身边有什么女人

噗～开玩笑滴，我还没这么神通

呀，差点忘啦

3月，我开始邦牙了=。=

刚开始真的很痛

刚开始确实有帮助到减肥

可是之后，我也懒的理了，吃啊～～

4月啊，我人生第一次参加马拉松～

可惜义跑那一天，我哪知道才吃一些罢了

一跑起来啊哟肚子痛呗。。。

恩恩恩，发挥不了正常速度

嘿嘿 =。="

5月啊

发生了什么事情呐，没虾印象唉～

跳过

6月啊，我们一班朋友趁着假期去槟城旅游了nia～

旅游第一次这么爽过

和其他人一起熬夜玩！！

玩KING、杀手～KING最爽啊～每次都抓到斯哲和joelle一起

啊哈哈哈！！！

玩到半夜3点多吧=。=

之后我们四人又回到房间谈心事～

在槟城爬山时，爬到上面时（还没爬完）

一群就在那拍照，休息。。。

怎知！！！

猴子啊！！！追着我们，我们最后是被追着下来的=。=

7月啊，我放弃啦～

为了那个男人，我吃了不少醋呗

心太累啦～

不行啦～

所以，只能学习放下唉

8月啊，我去学茶道=。=

要命，从此之后我知道我是个非常粗鲁的女人

9月啊，还能有什么，我的生日呗～～

我终于有个handbag了=。=

咳咳，做人做得真失败

10月啊，PMR和JUEC 两大杯具呗

自己也被补习老师骂得挺惨=。=

老师对我很失望

我在车里哭了呗=。=

然后就开始认真地对待JUEC

不能让老师在失望啊。。。

这个月发生了很多我很想明白又害怕知道真相的事情

事情总是要复杂起来神才甘愿呗

11月啊，这个月发生很多开心的事情

也避不得发生一些伤心的

11月6日，我们一大堆人去了湖滨公园

已经多少年了，我根本没有碰过滑梯了

那天一次过玩了几久，童年回来啦

一大班人啊，比槟城那时还多，一起玩，一起拍照，一起吃

天使与恶魔玩得真疯，我的脚都是瘀青=。=

现在想回来，这些回忆真的好珍贵

我好想哭！！！！

之后的那一天，策杰就离开初三A了，离开坤成了，去新加坡啦。。唉～

11月12日，初中毕业典礼到了

前一天，我们还在礼堂里抹椅子呐～

一起在那里为我们悲惨的遭遇而大喊大叫～ 咳咳。。。

到了当天啊，我们疯狂一起拍照

什么poses都有=。=咳咳。。。

11月27日，我在沈老补习时看到我的偶像！！！

啊哈哈哈哈哈哈，不行了，我又要笑到傻了

心太激动啦～～～我的偶像果然很不凡啊～

嘛～这个是也没虾大事件啦

只是要写出来爽一下罢了=。=

咳咳。。。。

到12月了啊，我们三家人去了韩国旅行

我称之为“寻找帅哥之旅”

嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿。。。。

看是看到很多帅哥，但是拍不到，摸不到呗～

真杯具啊！！！！

虽然最后是能跟帅哥合照，可惜那帅哥是皱着脸的啊

丫的！！！！太杯具了！！

12月20日，我仍然在韩国

上着网啊，心很激动啊～JUEC拿到7A啦！！！

可惜好景不常在=。=（咳咳！！喂！）

12月22日，我的PMR拿到6A啊！！！

为毛政府考试就是拿不到全A！！！

UPSR也是这样！6A！！！

去他的6A！！！

咳咳。。。不好意思本人激动了=。=

啊！！！终于写完了，丫的，真苦啊～

今年2011年的，属于我们的初三A，我呆的很爽

我做腐女做得很棒

我很喜欢初三A这个班

最后一节辅导，你们留了言的那张纸，我会一直很珍惜

几年后，才看看必定有不一样的滋味

今年，很多人都将离开我们原本所在的一圈

策杰，阿炳，EMILY，蓓明都一个两个给我转校了

唉～～～我们班的天才越来越少了=。=

转校转到这么爽，最好转到你们头晕，哼～～

本人傲娇了=。=

在2011年里我，

第一次减肥了，

第一次做情人节饼干，

第一次邦牙了，

第一次参加义跑，

第一次和朋友熬夜玩乐，

第一次搞茶道，

第一次跟朋友郊游，

第一次跟朋友玩滑梯，（哈哈）

第一次跟偶像说话，（LOL）

第一次去了韩国，

第一次和韩国帅哥合照，（喂！！）

第一次拿到全A，（管他是什么考试）

今年，可是我生病最多的一年

也是我瘀青最多的一年 =。=（咳咳～）

愿2012是我最想要的sweet sixteen！！

我要帅哥！我要美男！我要他们一起搞基（喂喂喂！！）

噗～开玩笑的

我只希望我们大家一直在一起，不要再转校了

让我能遇见一个有缘有份的男人

This is the END of 2011，每年的今天我们都有很多感触

当缘分已尽我们都会如何

唉～不懂为毛，我已经在当着自己要和大家一起分开了=。=

感触太多，太激动啦～～

咳咳。。。

I guess it's THE END now

BYE 2011