29-5-10

Dear blog~=.=

The ASEAN Scholarship is surely something=.=
There were about 900 people that were participating this selection test
900 people, were already so ' traffic jam'
But not to mention too leh, they got parents with them leh
It was already over 1900 people
My god! I'm lack of oxygen!!
After that, my mother and I went into the Pyramid 3 to wait lah~
Waaaaa!! many people~~~ While waiting for the attendance for being marked, I was searching for Zarina's shadow~
Forget to mention too, there were some guy that were cool!!!
Then before the attendance had started to mark, we were called to go for the toilet 1st
Then that time, I was still lazy of finding Zarina= =
So, I guess God know what I'm thinking~
Zarina came and found me~ ahaha~ Zarina looked Leng Lui leh!
The person that sat with me spoke English better than me=.= !555555!!
She from Kebangsaan school! GENG leh!
Some minutes later, Zarina went back to her class column
I class 11, she class14~ AI~~~~

After finish marking our attendance, those invigilator told us to line up according with our index number
I was the 3rd last in my class,S30150
The girl that stand in front of me(S30149) was a form 3 girl
I see that there were also many form 3 students that came to take the test!
Lined up in the hall, but we still waited very long to start the 1st test
Well, can't said that it was really a entrance test
Cause it was actually to test our IQ, the general ability test~~~~
The general ability test was fun, cause I done something like those before
The Confucian Independent High School's website got something like that~
http://www.confucian.edu.my/home/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=120&Itemid=94
 Next was the briefing session, they gave us to see some of the video about those people that got the ASEAN Scholarship.
My brother's friend's brother was in there~ (mum told me that)
I didn't really watched those video carefully=.=
12.30 pm it was lunch time~~ WAKAKAKA!
I had sushi as my lunch! My mother handmade sushi!
Quickly read math again before going to that scary examination place!!!!!!55555!

Walao!!!
The maths is KIXIAO!!!
Never saw it before!
I can still remember WHAT EXPRESSION was in my face when I got the paper
I can't close my mouth!!!=________=!!! OMG!!
I can only answer some of the question, man! it was so damm hard!
I got a huge headache during the test
'HELP man! NO OXYGEN IN MY BRAIN!'
I don't think that I wanna see any number or algebraic thingy anymore!!!
I am gonna die!!! Dizzy!!!
Then I told myself that~ this is not my fault, teacher didn't taught me~

After the maths test, the invigilator gave us only 15 minutes to go for toilet!
HUMAN TRAFFIC JAM happening in the toilet!! The queue was long! It was lucky for me, cause I was standing quite front~
Hah~ I still get to eat some of the sushi I left for this break time~
This will be your last test , I told myself
Just take all this as your experience
English test, =.= the worst of all
Never got pass under Miss Caryn's hands
How can I ever pass in this Singapore entrance exam
Singapore's syllable was hard for me
Their English paper part1 was comprehension, I taught it would easy enough for me=.=
But I was too naive to think that their English was easy....
It wasn't at all, it was DAMM HARD!
the paper 1 didn't only just give multiple choice question
they also gave fill in the blanks kinda question
You all must know ah!!!
That paper got about 50% new words that I don't understand and never saw before!!
This is scary man!! Their English standard is so high!!!
The close test, I can't even figure out some words to fill in the blanks~
But comparing with the paper 2, I just rather choose this only!!5555!!
Paper 2 was hard!!!WHY!?
30mins only to write an essay about 300 words!!!
And there were only 2 choices of topic
I choose the 1st topic to write, how do you manage to resolve a difficult situation
AHAHAHA!! I wrote about 欧巴桑 N 晓慧 quarreling~
I used Joelle name(sry!!) and Carmen as xiaohui n jia hui~
no time to think of their name~
I also wrote that Carmen didn't wanted to listen to my advice
AH! damn it! Why now I remember the English word of 劝告！！！advice!!!
I used counseling as advice=.=
I wrote very fast and never stopped!
Why can I wrote all this without even stopping to think?
Cause we had the experience before, it was very suffocating for us
I don't enjoy or even wanted to see them broking up
last 2 minutes, I counted all the words and wrote 353 words!
Phew! this was kind of challenge man!
I never wrote so fast ! WAKAKAKA!!
I don't think I will ever come to join this scary test again!!

But.... Yeah!!! I am finally free!!
But that time, I stilled nid to face a human traffic jam!!!! near the escalator~
Ah! Argh! Ei!!!eh ya!!SQUEEZING to the escalator!
Yeh! Victory is mine!!I finally reached the escalator~
Asia Avenue! Comic time!!!
My told my mother to bought comic for me( only6 leh) as for comforting me~ KIA KIA KIA!!
We ate our dinner in the GASOLINE~ The jasmine tea was so sweet until I hated it! The ascent of the tea is so strong!
Actually I thought of going to the speedy and popular=.=
But mum said that dad don't have much time ,so just go to Popular
Nid to be quick cause that time was already 9:20 pm! Popular close at 10pm
I saw the Magician's Apprentice, but didn't bought it~
=.= ai~ must wait until August de book fair!!!
Got many fantasy books to buy!!!  (saliva flowing out my mouth~)
Never knew that I loved English novel so much~>.
In the end, I didn't bought any English novel~ just bought 2 English workbook~
Must catch up their level！！！

Forgot to mention liao~
Oi!!! 你们虾米人来的！！！
朋友去考试啊！！！sms祝福我也不会的~喉！！！！=3=~

my worst mistake~

Dear Blog,(= =WTH?)

Let see~ what to say huh?
Er...OK~ Now there's 1 big thing to tell
Tomorrow is the ASIAN Scholarship Selection Day=.=
BANG!!! I HATE IT!
I'm so..... REGRET of participating this little thingy.....T.T!!!
It's just a waste of time for me
Why?
Cause I don't even represent my school to participate in any competition
I don't even have good sport grades
Oh, and I don't own any honour to my school or did any good thing to my school nei!!
So, now the clever me know that the idiot me which is long long ago~ did something wrong~
VERY WRONG!!!! 555555!!!
I don't want to go lah!!!
Maths leh!! How can I  take the exam? I can't even pass my school ones~
English, more worse! I didn't even pass before under the hands of Miss Caryn~=.=
School pun tak boleh pass THEN don't EVEN mention Singapore's syllables lah

为愚蠢而感懊悔

Man！！Damn SHIT！！
ASIAN scholarship's selection date is next Saturday!!!

The selection tests will be held in Kuala Lumpur on 29th May 2010 at Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre.

这是什么意思！！？？
天！你还真会玩我！！
那天我可是要去SUNWAY逛街哒！！！
ARGH！
我真为我愚蠢的想法懊悔！！
我很怕生的好不好！！
而且当天有考试！！

Timetable*              :	0915 hrs	Reporting Time
	1015 – 1200 hrs	General Ability Test & Briefing Session
	1200 – 1300 hrs	Lunch Break
	1300 – 1530 hrs	Mathematics Test
	1530 – 1600 hrs	Break
	1600 – 1900 hrs	English Test

OH SHIT！！数学！！我都不懂他们怎么考！？
虽说我不想去新加坡，也不想去参加那个ASIAN了。。。
但是就算是考试，也要考得有面子nia。。

后天就是坤成义卖会了nia
都不懂会不会遇见什么小学朋友~
我觉得哦我安排错时间给自己站岗了。。。
=。=12.30-3.30，不用玩咯，不用吃咯！！！T。T！！
连续那几个小时。。。
本人还要画个脸装！！呜呜呜！！
羽球队搞鬼屋，然后还有那个漫画组的！！
最让人期待的了！！！>.<！！！有租漫画！！有Cosplay！！！
Oh ya！！！还有得买漫画组的东西！！
唉唉~
本人可贡献了不少的宝贝呢！！！=。=
但是都是朋友送的啊。。。
送走一切，只剩遗憾
有些回忆，真的是时候忘了
希望那些东东不会被小学朋友撞见
不然。。。SHIT！！

旁人的故事

从未想过友谊是可以这么辛酸这么痛苦的
从未想过一些小说情节还真的能发生在我们的身上
我真的忍不住，真的好像痛快地哭一下
友情最重要的不是包容么
嘉慧，你真的变了
以前你不是这样的
为什么你宁愿去听那个初二C的
也不听一听我们的话

难道以前那些美好的回忆
你都忘完了吗。。。
为何你们都不肯妥协
自私的心真的不能空出小小的位子去包容一下吗
你们都没错啊，都是天在搞的怪
我们都是随缘份而相遇
为何就经不起这种事情
友谊为什么可以这么容易就脆裂
就像玻璃那样啊。。。是否碎成满地就无法重组回了

说真的，我已经对那个初二C开始觉得有点厌恶了
不曾生活在初一C过
不曾经历过我们的一切
不曾认识她们，也不了解她们
你凭什么叫嘉慧放弃了这个友谊
你不了解我们，就请不要随便做大人那样去劝别人
或许就是你吧。。。。
我一边让嘉慧放下这些
你是否有再叫嘉慧别管她们
求你了，别乱说话好不好
你很多朋友，我明白
但是也别让你的意见搞破了一切
既然嘉慧把你当成朋友，我也不说什么
说是小说情节也算是呢
有时我都在想
以后如果我跟她都有困难
你会先帮谁呢
别说我为何这么问
因为我有预感总有一天你会离开我们
或许不是离开吧，或许不再有那种感情了
我们真的失去和好的机会了么
嘉慧，你叫我如何是好。。。
我任何人都不想失去

我们到底走错了生命中的哪一步？
为什么会这样。。。
今天我终于懂了
原来友情是可以比爱情更辛酸更痛苦
我哭了

我们的世界都变了

2010年开学至今

我们到底是怎么渡过那些日子的呢

分开了得我们，我并不懂

明白朋友不会有唯一

明白朋友不会有长久

明白友谊可以在一转眼就没了

我们的世界都变了

有谁的世界还能保持一样

分开了的朋友不会永远陪着自己

很怀念以前的情景

很想念那些没有冷战的日子

我说我能明白别人的感受

为何就是我最亲近的朋友

我无法想到她们内心到底在想什么

以后，

逛街时，我们还能像以前那样么

四个人的影子似乎会少了一个

以前的六人帮似乎解散了

我讨厌看到你们的冷淡

但我明白如果我继续劝你跟他们和好

我知道你也会讨厌我

我不想失去什么朋友了

但是让自己眼睁睁的看着你们冷战似的

我真的很痛苦

难道你忘了以前逛街时的快乐时光么

难道你忘了以前在班上聊天的情景么

为何，唯独面对你时

我无法了解你心里的想法

你们有了新的朋友

心确实有点难受，不甘心，不爽

可是难道就要一直把你们绑扎我身边当永远的朋友吗

做不到因为我和你们都是会有新的朋友

做不到人和自私的举动

我就眼睁睁看着你们聊天啊

终于面临我讨厌的东西了

每次看到你们的聊得真爽时

我发现我无法介入你们的世界

话题似乎越来越少

我真的快成为一个外人了

以后，你们的回忆会不会少了我的影子

友谊真的就像玻璃那么的脆弱

随时都可能会毁了

真的变了啊

Oh God, is there any chance to change all this

I know it's not my business to mind all this

And I would even probably lost you as my friend

上天，请给我们多一次机会好不好

人类哪里不自私了

又来了
你们如果有那一天是
可以想到我心里在想什么
可以想到我心里的感受
我就很满足了
你们口口声声说不是每个人都是自私的
放屁！
每次都要我听你们的
你们又懂我心是怎么想的
一次又一次地忍受
我说
真的够了！
别让我讨厌你们
我就算不是人类也有个限度
再次超越了那条线
别怪我对你们不客气
家里是这样
学校里面也是一样
说话不分轻重
你喜欢，我们就要喜欢吗
你们喜欢，我就要喜欢吗
你们不过是那些只会以自己的角度来看别人的东西
去学学从不同角度来看待别人
只想到自己，又不想想别人是怎么想的
那些老师也不见得有多伟大
说话快的，讲话不清楚的，只说一次不说第二次的
要你重复，没时间给我插嘴
笔记抄不到，你怪我们
去死！
训导老师更不过如此
头脑整天想着不该那样不该这样
每次都以你们的角度来看待东西
为何不试试从学生的角度来看
说什么会站在学长那边
aunty！你那是什么意思！？
如果是学长先动手骂人，我们骂回他，有错吗？
你被打就罚我们，我们被他们白白骂了，就因为他心情不好
也是我们的错去招惹他？
我最讨厌你们这种人类！