杯具啊！！

我就知道！！！！

果然没来学校上课

假期就这样一直窝在家里一定会肥！！

56KG多啦！！！！

=0=！！！

整天吃那些cheese cake，又没有跑步了，又没到学校爬8楼！！！

呜呜呜呜。。。。

为毛！！！我现在大概。。。应该。。。。差不多。。。没完虾米鬼减肥目标～～

哦天！要怎样才能减肥。。。。。。

总感觉脸多了几块肉=。=

我不要再肥过了=。=

我已经有恐惧症了！！！！！！！！

Start a new LIFE

=0=~~~
LOL=.= so the Breaking Dawn was actually PG-13
Yeah! of course! you know why!?
Because this movie only have kissing scene!!!!
Those sex scene and Birth scene had already cut away
X的！！！！！！
Twilight really isn't my cup of tea =.= but since I had started watching it
I STILL NEED TO WATCH TILL THE DEAD END
Yeah, I didn't even read any of the novel
so I don't really know what's gonna happen in the part 2
But lastly, I lost my Listerine bottle in the Cinema!!!!!!!! No!!!!!!!!!!

The end

I kinda really think deep  about the liking issue
Ya, why should I feel depressed about some guy that's not gonna be yours
Stop being like his damn follower
And start to play MY GAME
And my game is:

Live a simple live

Don't want to care about him anymore

Go back and live back with my anime and my novels =.=

YEAH, and lastly go back to diet.....

May God bless me

Yo, guys
Tomorrow gonna go Mid Valley and watch Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 1
And that's a 18++ movie
AND I am below 18 =.=
AND my face look childish
I'm still trying to dress more mature to slip through their scary eyes~~
Please Don't let the check IC thing happen
If not, gonna die

and one thing
omg Korea's Seoul there is already 2 Celsius degree
And now I'm having a cold
I am gonna bring all kind of non-drowsy pill to there =.=
I really can't stand cold
During the night, my air-con's temperature is only 25 Celsius degree
My god~~~ There is a difference of 23 degrees!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need Valentine idea~~~

OH MY GOD! JESUS GOD!
Those dreams are getting really really real!
Today my dream's content:

He actually asked me : Hey, my friends said that you really really like me?
Erh, actually the conversation was in Chinese
so it's like this:
“我的朋友说你非常十分喜欢我，是真的吗？”（不要怀疑，这几天的梦里我跟他的对话，我都有印象）
我那时心里是囧啊！！！啊，那怎么回答他？
想来想去，便回答他：“没有非常十分，只是十分喜欢你”

OMG T.T and after listening what I said, he just "oh" and walk away
囧！！！！！！！！！！！！！
你还可以在残忍一点！！

And THE END~~

Now here is the happy me

XD, Yo guys!

I'm already finding recipe to make valentine's gift already =.=

I know, I know it's really " WTH!? Huh? are you nuts!?"

I don't know what to do~

This year is my 1st time doing valentine's cookies as a gift for my friends

Before that, there were so many failure

But I did it~ Oh yeah~~~~

I did shortbread cookies that half of it heart shape was dipped into chocolate

Of course mates, no chocolate where got Valentine's feel~

Argh, well still looking for easy Valentine cookie recipe

Can't dare to make chocolate

coz I don't have the things to do, and I bet it would melt when I bring it to school

Please do give me some ideas~~~mates

And THE END... 

越来越在意

我的天
我跟你保证
我现在是每天都梦到他
噢～～～～（很猥琐？）
那梦可说是春宵一夜？也可说是噩梦啊。。。
除了有一夜我刚看完1女n男的小说，我梦到的真的是春梦一场
好多帅哥～～～但是我看不到他们的脸，但脑海里就是觉得很帅嘎～～

啊！来回到正题
说是春宵一夜？不算春梦啦=。=
说是非常非常让我笑得很甜的梦还比较像
难得现在我能跟TA相处得如此happy～～
说是噩梦么，当然啦！！！
你懂那种刚睡醒才发现那是场梦！！？的感觉是如此的失落吗！！！
噢！！！我在捶心啊！！！
为毛！！！
要如此打击我！！
暗恋中的女孩伤不起啊！！！伤不起啊！！
为毛啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

超级大白痴

我觉得我就像个白痴一样
我以为我的狂热可以跟他比
原来都是我一厢情愿
这种不甘的心情
真讨厌
竟然用这句话来骂我
我开始对我这个宅女的身份失望了
尤其还是被单恋？着的人骂
切，超讨厌他啊，可是还是忍不住在意他

Emily, I think I'll take back my words
I guess I still have feelings for some damn stupid guy

My junior life ENDS here

突然感到挺伤感的
这一年，3个人将离开坤成
6个人将转去文科
我说，死定了
明年要见到几个讨厌死的人
还要跟他们呆在一起
ARGH!!!

不过，过完这个假期就是高一了
感觉很唉（无奈？？？）
初三真的是我人生中至今最疯狂最鼎盛的时期啊！！！
今年，真的尝尽所有的酸甜苦辣
谢谢你们，初三A
为我带来很多美好的回忆

裂痕出现了

回头看，原来我们感情能如此的好，之间留下很多开心的回忆。
只是现在，我根本不懂到底是发生了什么？
回忆的碎片渐渐有裂痕在延长了
以前，就算怎样我还是能忍
现在，我觉得我的心碎了又再碎
到了最后一天，我本以为你怎样也会变回以前那样，至少一点也好。
可是是我自信过头还是什么，你究竟还是这样。

我也不想再管了
跟你做朋友，真的让我心一直在流泪
一次又一次被你气死
我很想念我们以前相处的时光
可是跟你说话很累
跟你做朋友已经不能再像以前那么要好
如果以后的你依然如此
我们的距离也就不过是越来越远
你不想理，我也不想理
我已经尝试恢复以前的样子
以后我也不会主动接近你了

Foolish

I can't believe I actually believed her words 

He? Sweet?

Ya RIGHT

I just want to slap myself for being such a fool

To be such a fool to believe he actually has feelings too

To think that he has changed

Ya RIGHT

It just makes my heart more painful

Watching him from far

My heart beats and cries

To think you have changed

I'll remember not to be such a fool again

You are still like that 

Still a playboy 

A damn jerk

let Just stay like usual

You play your games

I SLAP YOUR FACE OUT OF MY MIND

HELL YA!

HELLO GUYS!!!

HELL YA!

HALLELUJAH!

I am officially free from HELL

HELLLLLL YA!!!

I really put my every effort in this JUEC exam

Because I was scolded by my tuition teacher for not achieving what I should have achieve 

Well for god sake, I was really like I finally woke up from my never-mine-of-getting-NO-A-dream

I really wish of getting all As for my JUEC except for Chinese

a A for Chinese paper is just too good to be true, too hard DUDE!!

 I only know 1 subject that I can certainly score A for, my beloved math!!!!

Science's objective paper is sooooooooo hard!!!

Now don't talk about it 

My voice is officially out

Karaoke is a blast!!!

But that damn system is a shit!

I haven't sing my If I die young yet!!

I haven't duet my Chinese song with 阿欣yet!! 

Some girls from the other room came over to wait for us 

One of them was supposed to go back with me

Er, I need to take her to the CENTRAL bus stop together with some friends

 but Kar wai and all of them decided to go back together 1st and left me alone

I kill Kar Wai for it

Man, one thing I forgot to mention it

Kar Wai want to KISS me 

I am her FINALE... 

FOR GOD SAKE! NO!!!!!!!!!!

I forgot about that fact and sang so peacefully whole day in the room

And PHEW they also forgot about it

because we were screaming all the way

it was so loud, people can hear us singing outside and the voices is so annoying

Hahahah, so sorry coz I actually so someone peeking around our room 

Bleh, it's not our wrong that their walls are so lousy 

But hey lets come back to the FINALE KISS thing

Before we separate, Kar Wai actually wanted to kiss on my cheek

But I managed to stop her from killing me and my mouth just pop out "IN YOUR FACE" this 3 words

and quickly turned around and left

PHEW...

Then after we separated, I followed Joelle to STARBUCKS

Some other are waiting there to meet us

Xiao Hui decided to shop alone in the mall to find her shoes

So four of us, me, Joelle, Hannah and 阿欣 went to shop

Hannah was finding a gift for her friend

After that, we went back to STARBUCKS to have a girl's chit chat

We went up to the second floor and I began to talk about my 1st love

well not officially, it just the 1st guy i like (can't say love I was too young for that)

And I really can't say that HOW NUTS am I to do such damn stupid things when I had a crush on that online-guy ( Yes it's online, and I'm only 11-12 years old)

Then after 阿欣 left, I finally have the guts to tell the other two about my crush for this year

Yes, the second crush that I would admit

I am really so over him now

And all the sudden he just gives me so many surprises

I hate it when it comes to like this

I am thinking about a guy now

He is too perfect to be true, say about it, that is no crush

NEVER HAVE A CRUSH ON A GOD :)

too admiring him~~~

I wish my add-math can be as good as him

Hey tell you guys 1 thing, I am going to Korea this December!!!

Hooray!! with Joelle's family and Hannah's family together with mine too

IN THE END

MAY GOD BLESS OUR EXAM TO PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS

Happy Birthday to Me

Happy Birthday

MYSELF

 =3=

What can I say?

Today,

 I should be celebrating my birthday with my friends in school

But

the damn PMR just destroyed everything

LOL

No birthday wishes

Just 4 since today

Okay plus 2 me myself and my mum

= =

Nevermine

Cheh

I got my NY cheesecake to eat

But someone I need bit bit bit...

love and wishes lah

To: MelodyHappy Birthday Baby~~~~

Pity Pity Me ...

Everything is getting better, no worst

O Ladies and Gentlemen 

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I am BACK!

It's been a long time since my last time here

 I didn't want to~

But my computer just went off with a BLUE SCREEN

R.I.P VISTA

Well literally, it's still the same computer

it's just that everything changed

Now it's a Windows 7

But I still love my Vista very much

I really hate changing

It's like starting all over again

All those weird feeling 

HATE IT

But AT LEAST I finally used the UNIFI on my downloads

YAHOO!!!

I had finished downloading my Glee season 2 (anyone wants it?) 

and all my animes

Yao~~~

I just "retired" from my trial exam

This whole week is a disaster

We are living in a hell!!!!!!!

I got my panda eye on Friday

Man, there is actually 3 subject 6 books in one exam paper

Those guys are insane! CRAZY!!

Friday was the last day of 'living in hell' week

Joelle's mum fetch us for lunch and brought us to theirs house

We played Monopoly

KIA... I LOSE=.=

Now ?

What should I do now?

I still got a bunch of homework to finish

Geo , arts

Arts is the damn thing

don't know how to start

 I actually was thinking of doing something bad >.< (under18 can't watch)

Well, I'll try

AMEN (did I spell it right?)

The next month will be our Hell Month =.=

Let say again

 AMEN

A small  BIG ANNOUNCEMENT here!!!

My birthday is coming  :)

The end of September

The Last day of September

After my birthday

Starts the day of Hell month :(

AMEN

I know you're not alone

I really wanted to share this song to you guys

I love the melody, love the lyrics

I don't know if I misunderstood the lyrics

I think that the lyric

I'm calling your phone

knowing that you won't answer my calls cause

Baby when you say that you need time on your own  

 I know you're not alone

Could be said as her lover is being with another girl

It was just about her lover betrayed her

Did I misunderstood? >.<

 Go listen to it, Maybe you will like it

How Sweet

I went to listen Taylor Swift's Forever & Always

Cause there was one day Emily sang this song

I just love the melody :)

The lyrics are below:

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
And we caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always

And when I was listening to this song using the YouTube

I saw a comment:

:'( I showed this song to my bf...and he started asking if this was how I felt...and I nodded my head.....he left for a while......but came back with roses in his arms a smile on his face and said "I love you. I am here forever and always. That is never going to change, now let me see your pretty little smile?"=) happiest day of my life.

It was so sweet!!!!!

I don't know if anything will happen to that couple in the future

But I only know that I'm so jealous!!!

Her BF IS SOOOOOO SWEET

___________________________________________

___________________________________________

I just came back from lunch

I ate Japanese buffet

Komura is the Best!!

I don't know why people always say that Jogoya is good

Actually I think it is so lousy

All those stuff that were served on those serving table were already cold

Go check on Komura

It's is very special

I never disappointed you guys

Anyway this isn't the point

I just wanted to tell you guys

I just wore this kind of shoes

ERM, I can't find the picture of my shoe

so you can only imagine the shoe

It is almost like this

Just the the design has quite some differences 

But the base are the same

And my toes there are kinda pain when wearing it

Because it was like squeezing it =.=

SEE

I am getting feminine

:)

OK , Maybe trying to get feminine

I tried

Just need to be thin and wear some skirts and dresses

And Ta-Da!!!!

Here comes a Feminine me

God! HELP ME!

Please god

Why can't they just let the matter to dissolve quietly

I want them

I WISH them to to become friends again

I Can't stand to look at them acting like strangers!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Please god,  give me a Miracle

My life

Life is like this

It's all about WAITING N' WAITING

Then, you'll find out that you are actually waiting ENDLESSLY

You see? It's just like that picture

We may achieve our goal

But then, there'll always be another goal you want to achieve

Think like this, you are just playing an endless-completing-quest-game 

When you finished one

You still have more waiting for you

I just wanted to have a simple life

But it was obviously IMPOSSIBLE 

This year, I have too many goal

We call this "The Multi-Goal Year"

Hey, I want a guy this year 

OK, Kidding. But I still wish to :(

I want to get super-duper good result than my brother and it means at least 7 As for PMR

OK, for this I still kinda have a loooooooooong way to go

The most important

I WANT TO BE SKINNY!!!!!

Alright, guys I know

This is surely more IMPOSSIBLE than just now that 2 goals

Or maybe the boyfriend issue is more likely to be IMPOSSIBLE

Sweet 16 is coming next year

Man, I reeeeeally wish to have those kind of teenage girl life

Why can't I be someone like that chic?

She is happy

O.o, and skinny too :D

CHANGES OF A LIFETIME

GOING THROUGH SOME OLD AND NEW PICTURES
SOME PEOPLE MAY SAY BIG CHANGES
SOME PEOPLE (well... eg:洪老师) CAN'T EVEN SEES SOME CHANGES AT ALL

DURING THE LAST WEEK OF DECEMBER HOLIDAY LAST YEAR
I HAD THIS GOAL—— GO ON A DIET, BE THOSE KIND OF NORMAL GIRLS THAT ALWAYS HAVE SIZES TO WEAR
MANY CHANGE WENT ON THIS YEAR
I AM WEARING BRACES THIS YEAR
I FINALLY GET TO WEAR SOME L SIZE CLOTHES AND NOT A XXL OR XL CLOTHES
I AM TRYING TO GET PREEEEEETTY
I AM TRYING TO GET A GUY (OK, well practically this is a joke)

WELL AT LEAST I MANAGED TO WEAR A M SIZE CLOTHE DURING THE MARATHON

我果然变弱了

地震发生得越来越多次
说真的，就算要怎么否认也好
这个世界已经在慢慢毁灭当中了
2012是现实
以前我很期望2012
现在不怎么敢了
因为开始在意了
在意那些人
不想失去他们
我已经没有资格做他的信徒了
心开始在乎那群人
我变弱了
明年的生日
也不懂我还在不

我回来啦= =
邦了牙了
有点不适应
因为戴了东西在嘴里，所以嘴是关不好的
而且有很多东西都禁吃
现在开始还要早起十分钟刷牙啊！！！
口香糖不能吃啊！！！
巧克力还要等它软才能吃= =
早知道就在出门前，大吃一顿
命苦啊

终于考完了
应该很开心
但是心很沉重
连老天都在下雨
0.0搞虾啊！！
内外都在搞悲哀= =
今天叫做郁闷日
唉——