杯具啊！！

我就知道！！！！

果然没来学校上课

假期就这样一直窝在家里一定会肥！！

56KG多啦！！！！

=0=！！！

整天吃那些cheese cake，又没有跑步了，又没到学校爬8楼！！！

呜呜呜呜。。。。

为毛！！！我现在大概。。。应该。。。。差不多。。。没完虾米鬼减肥目标～～

哦天！要怎样才能减肥。。。。。。

总感觉脸多了几块肉=。=

我不要再肥过了=。=

我已经有恐惧症了！！！！！！！！

Today is a LUCKY day!!!!!!!!

Wahoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Guys! Guys! Guys!!!!
I saw him!!!! My IDOL!!!!!!!
腹黑男啊！！！！我今天怎么这么的幸运哟！！！
我看见他了，我听见他了！！！
今天在补习遇到他还共处了2个小时！！！
虽然同时还有很多人=。=
但是啊！！！！！！！！！
我的偶像sama！！！！！！！！
我的神！！！

可惜啊。。。。
大神，我看你样子长得如此腹黑
为毛你却如此= =让人无语又想笑

刚注意到有大神的存在时，我心里是多么的兴奋啊！！！
我好想站在山崖上大笑出来
我还需要用手遮住我的嘴巴，怕别人注意到这个疯婆子=。=
心里话是如此啊：
腹黑男在这里！啊！！！！哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！他在这里啊！！！啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！(REPEAT——）

Tell me WHY！！！！
他完全颠倒了我想要的腹黑男形象
可是，心里对他的那种崇拜感可是越来越高啊～～～

他太厉害啦～～～
我的大神！！！我终于有可以信仰的对象啦！！
大神啊！！！你太棒啦！！！！



我是你忠诚的跟班哪～～

Start a new LIFE

=0=~~~
LOL=.= so the Breaking Dawn was actually PG-13
Yeah! of course! you know why!?
Because this movie only have kissing scene!!!!
Those sex scene and Birth scene had already cut away
X的！！！！！！
Twilight really isn't my cup of tea =.= but since I had started watching it
I STILL NEED TO WATCH TILL THE DEAD END
Yeah, I didn't even read any of the novel
so I don't really know what's gonna happen in the part 2
But lastly, I lost my Listerine bottle in the Cinema!!!!!!!! No!!!!!!!!!!

The end

I kinda really think deep  about the liking issue
Ya, why should I feel depressed about some guy that's not gonna be yours
Stop being like his damn follower
And start to play MY GAME
And my game is:

Live a simple live

Don't want to care about him anymore

Go back and live back with my anime and my novels =.=

YEAH, and lastly go back to diet.....

May God bless me

Yo, guys
Tomorrow gonna go Mid Valley and watch Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 1
And that's a 18++ movie
AND I am below 18 =.=
AND my face look childish
I'm still trying to dress more mature to slip through their scary eyes~~
Please Don't let the check IC thing happen
If not, gonna die

and one thing
omg Korea's Seoul there is already 2 Celsius degree
And now I'm having a cold
I am gonna bring all kind of non-drowsy pill to there =.=
I really can't stand cold
During the night, my air-con's temperature is only 25 Celsius degree
My god~~~ There is a difference of 23 degrees!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need Valentine idea~~~

OH MY GOD! JESUS GOD!
Those dreams are getting really really real!
Today my dream's content:

He actually asked me : Hey, my friends said that you really really like me?
Erh, actually the conversation was in Chinese
so it's like this:
“我的朋友说你非常十分喜欢我，是真的吗？”（不要怀疑，这几天的梦里我跟他的对话，我都有印象）
我那时心里是囧啊！！！啊，那怎么回答他？
想来想去，便回答他：“没有非常十分，只是十分喜欢你”

OMG T.T and after listening what I said, he just "oh" and walk away
囧！！！！！！！！！！！！！
你还可以在残忍一点！！

And THE END~~

Now here is the happy me

XD, Yo guys!

I'm already finding recipe to make valentine's gift already =.=

I know, I know it's really " WTH!? Huh? are you nuts!?"

I don't know what to do~

This year is my 1st time doing valentine's cookies as a gift for my friends

Before that, there were so many failure

But I did it~ Oh yeah~~~~

I did shortbread cookies that half of it heart shape was dipped into chocolate

Of course mates, no chocolate where got Valentine's feel~

Argh, well still looking for easy Valentine cookie recipe

Can't dare to make chocolate

coz I don't have the things to do, and I bet it would melt when I bring it to school

Please do give me some ideas~~~mates

And THE END... 

越来越在意

我的天
我跟你保证
我现在是每天都梦到他
噢～～～～（很猥琐？）
那梦可说是春宵一夜？也可说是噩梦啊。。。
除了有一夜我刚看完1女n男的小说，我梦到的真的是春梦一场
好多帅哥～～～但是我看不到他们的脸，但脑海里就是觉得很帅嘎～～

啊！来回到正题
说是春宵一夜？不算春梦啦=。=
说是非常非常让我笑得很甜的梦还比较像
难得现在我能跟TA相处得如此happy～～
说是噩梦么，当然啦！！！
你懂那种刚睡醒才发现那是场梦！！？的感觉是如此的失落吗！！！
噢！！！我在捶心啊！！！
为毛！！！
要如此打击我！！
暗恋中的女孩伤不起啊！！！伤不起啊！！
为毛啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

超级大白痴

我觉得我就像个白痴一样
我以为我的狂热可以跟他比
原来都是我一厢情愿
这种不甘的心情
真讨厌
竟然用这句话来骂我
我开始对我这个宅女的身份失望了
尤其还是被单恋？着的人骂
切，超讨厌他啊，可是还是忍不住在意他

Emily, I think I'll take back my words
I guess I still have feelings for some damn stupid guy

My junior life ENDS here

突然感到挺伤感的
这一年，3个人将离开坤成
6个人将转去文科
我说，死定了
明年要见到几个讨厌死的人
还要跟他们呆在一起
ARGH!!!

不过，过完这个假期就是高一了
感觉很唉（无奈？？？）
初三真的是我人生中至今最疯狂最鼎盛的时期啊！！！
今年，真的尝尽所有的酸甜苦辣
谢谢你们，初三A
为我带来很多美好的回忆

裂痕出现了

回头看，原来我们感情能如此的好，之间留下很多开心的回忆。
只是现在，我根本不懂到底是发生了什么？
回忆的碎片渐渐有裂痕在延长了
以前，就算怎样我还是能忍
现在，我觉得我的心碎了又再碎
到了最后一天，我本以为你怎样也会变回以前那样，至少一点也好。
可是是我自信过头还是什么，你究竟还是这样。

我也不想再管了
跟你做朋友，真的让我心一直在流泪
一次又一次被你气死
我很想念我们以前相处的时光
可是跟你说话很累
跟你做朋友已经不能再像以前那么要好
如果以后的你依然如此
我们的距离也就不过是越来越远
你不想理，我也不想理
我已经尝试恢复以前的样子
以后我也不会主动接近你了

Beggin' On Your Knees - Victoria Justice

Yeah, I was so stupid
To give you all my attention
Cause the way you played me
Exposed your true intention
And one day I'll have you begging on your knees for me
I know I'm being bitter
But Im'a drive you under
Cause you just don't, don't
Don't deserve a happy ever after
But what you did to me
After you told me
You never felt that way
It was only just a game

Foolish

I can't believe I actually believed her words 

He? Sweet?

Ya RIGHT

I just want to slap myself for being such a fool

To be such a fool to believe he actually has feelings too

To think that he has changed

Ya RIGHT

It just makes my heart more painful

Watching him from far

My heart beats and cries

To think you have changed

I'll remember not to be such a fool again

You are still like that 

Still a playboy 

A damn jerk

let Just stay like usual

You play your games

I SLAP YOUR FACE OUT OF MY MIND

HELP ME

OK, things have gotten very wrong

Ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After some months without thinking about him.....

My feelings are coming back

I don't want that to happen again!!!!!!!!!

Ya, I remember I said I am so over him already

And somehow one of my friend said something to me when I spoke to her about it

"He can be very........ but he can be sweet too"

OMG, I am starting to feel confused about my feelings again

Woah!!!

First, I am over him already

And the next second weird feelings pop out from nowhere

I can't say he is a jerk or what

He did something sweet before

WELL I SAW IT

If I am not over him already

The feeling of envy just makes me Argh!

They just drive me crazy

FOR GOD SAKE, HELP ME