My junior life ENDS here

突然感到挺伤感的
这一年，3个人将离开坤成
6个人将转去文科
我说，死定了
明年要见到几个讨厌死的人
还要跟他们呆在一起
ARGH!!!

不过，过完这个假期就是高一了
感觉很唉（无奈？？？）
初三真的是我人生中至今最疯狂最鼎盛的时期啊！！！
今年，真的尝尽所有的酸甜苦辣
谢谢你们，初三A
为我带来很多美好的回忆

裂痕出现了

回头看，原来我们感情能如此的好，之间留下很多开心的回忆。
只是现在，我根本不懂到底是发生了什么？
回忆的碎片渐渐有裂痕在延长了
以前，就算怎样我还是能忍
现在，我觉得我的心碎了又再碎
到了最后一天，我本以为你怎样也会变回以前那样，至少一点也好。
可是是我自信过头还是什么，你究竟还是这样。

我也不想再管了
跟你做朋友，真的让我心一直在流泪
一次又一次被你气死
我很想念我们以前相处的时光
可是跟你说话很累
跟你做朋友已经不能再像以前那么要好
如果以后的你依然如此
我们的距离也就不过是越来越远
你不想理，我也不想理
我已经尝试恢复以前的样子
以后我也不会主动接近你了

Beggin' On Your Knees - Victoria Justice

Yeah, I was so stupid
To give you all my attention
Cause the way you played me
Exposed your true intention
And one day I'll have you begging on your knees for me
I know I'm being bitter
But Im'a drive you under
Cause you just don't, don't
Don't deserve a happy ever after
But what you did to me
After you told me
You never felt that way
It was only just a game

Foolish

I can't believe I actually believed her words 

He? Sweet?

Ya RIGHT

I just want to slap myself for being such a fool

To be such a fool to believe he actually has feelings too

To think that he has changed

Ya RIGHT

It just makes my heart more painful

Watching him from far

My heart beats and cries

To think you have changed

I'll remember not to be such a fool again

You are still like that 

Still a playboy 

A damn jerk

let Just stay like usual

You play your games

I SLAP YOUR FACE OUT OF MY MIND

HELP ME

OK, things have gotten very wrong

Ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After some months without thinking about him.....

My feelings are coming back

I don't want that to happen again!!!!!!!!!

Ya, I remember I said I am so over him already

And somehow one of my friend said something to me when I spoke to her about it

"He can be very........ but he can be sweet too"

OMG, I am starting to feel confused about my feelings again

Woah!!!

First, I am over him already

And the next second weird feelings pop out from nowhere

I can't say he is a jerk or what

He did something sweet before

WELL I SAW IT

If I am not over him already

The feeling of envy just makes me Argh!

They just drive me crazy

FOR GOD SAKE, HELP ME