30日4月

 ♂ 不同的感觉 ♀
唉。。。终于下载了魔术快斗1
可是。。。
为什么人物造型变了一些
突然有点不习惯了
还是比较爱以前的快斗啊
哪哪~每次看到KID简直是心怦怦跳啊~
激动啊！！！>。<！！！！
我要买柯南movie14啊！！
流口水ING~

♀ 繁忙的日子 ♂
丫的。。。又要赶那该死的历史PROJECT
都还没开始找资料leh
然后要背成语25句，比较难背咯这次
又要赶着去看小说~啊哈哈
真的很多很多要烦，历史最烦啦

♀ 梦 ♂
几天前就开始梦到现实了
现实？
就是一直梦到自己生活会发生的事情
不同却不再像以前那样会让人觉得不可思议
每次都让人觉得有点可怕
梦魇找上我了吗？
呵呵。。。期待它的下一个举动
干脆把我逼疯吧

感动ING！！

5555！！
魔术快斗终于要动画化了！！
我的怪盗KID！！！
啊！！！
一看到网上写着魔术快斗已经出了动画的第一集
我简直感动到要哭了！！
爱真让人疯狂啊~
现在在下载着那的第一集唉~
激动ING！！！！
天！你终于听到我的声音了吗！！

上段时间宣布动画化的《魔术快斗》（まじっく快斗）又有新情报。本作不是一般的TV动画，而 是一话完结式特别动画，预定于4月17日8时30分在ANIMAX频道播出。

《魔术快斗》是《名侦探柯南》作者青山刚昌在《周刊少年SUNDAY》及其增刊号之上不定期 连载的漫画，作品到现在还处于未完成状态，单行本只有区区4部作品。本作讲述世纪大怪盗的儿子成为第二代怪盗进行大活跃的故事。

这次被改编成动画的是漫画的第一话，该话讲述主人公黒羽快斗在房间一栋隐秘门中发现传说中的 怪盗基德的衣服，并为了查出杀害父亲的犯人，而自己成为了基德的故事。

负责动画制作的是《名侦探柯南》的制作公司tms，基于怪盗基德和柯南有剧情上的关联，这样 的选择是理所当然的了。监督是曾执导《魔法骑士雷阿斯》、《吸血姬》的平野俊贵。而另外的STAFF则尚未公布。

声优方面，怪盗基德的声优和《名侦探柯南》中一样，都是由山口胜平担任。

一个不经意的举动

放学前的那一节
阿欣又冷战了
她冷战不是个大事件
大事件却是她把桌子分开后的事情
（ 因为桌子分开了的缘故）我的手摸到了桌子的边缘
又回忆起它了，以前我正是这么地坐的
那是五个人的独立国
唉~不是说过不能再哭吗
可这次眼泪真的突然飘出来了~
苦笑了一会儿，赶快擦干眼泪啊~~~
我说，如果时间就在那一年一直这么地停着
我的生活是不是不会变得如此凄惨
苦笑啊，苦笑啊~
傻人的想法就是这么地kixiao

我突然想
如果能让我许个愿
我只求一个能了解我心里最真实的想法的人永远陪在我身边
我想
总有一天，我是会向自己这么说的
“ 别在对朋友，友情抱着什么希望的想法了”
因为到了最后陷入绝望谷的只会是自己
只不过那一天会是几时呐~
我的生活是一场杯具

如果真的申请到奖学金
我绝对要静悄悄的离开啊！！！
伟大的想法啊~

迷你笑话

这是我在巴士跟欧巴桑说的：
路西法有三双翅膀，代表着力量
路西法养的猪有三双翅膀，那是因为需要它来飞上天（支持着它的重量）
欧巴桑就是那只猪~

又读初二历史就知道
对的答案是：（罗耀拉）组织（耶稣会）
阿欣写成：（耶稣）组织（罗耀拉）
还认为是对的。。。
吐血！！

这个是个色色的笑话？
月棻在巴士特地提醒4月22日是个重要的日子（她的生日）
然后她还跟欧巴桑说她是32A的~
要买胸罩？
然后我们就讨论要买怎样的
1st，先说的是买个透明完的
她说：那好过不要穿
我说：至少还有个卫胸功能~
OK，她不要~
2nd，欧巴桑说用海带(seaweed)做
我说：耶~不错啊！HAND-MADE！做纪年品也ok
然后我又说：要不要做那种 只包到中间的海带胸罩→ I-I
欧巴桑和她说：yer，顺音，你很够色啊！
她说：去吃药啦
我又说：eh， 你饿的话，还能吃耶！！一举两得~
她说：对咯对咯！！
之后就忘完对话了
反正她们就是提醒我要吃药
我感悟到说：我看我越来越色了。。。真的该吃药了~

Argh!! This night just make me sick!!
Especially that freaking old lady!
If you think that I'm like that mischeif,
then think that your way
today it's already the second time in the same place ok?
I'm doing my thing
so, just shut your freaking mouth up old lady!
you just make me sick, make me shit!
 I'm trying to sell my tickets
So what if they don't want to buy, can't I ask them?
Are you just trying to humiliate me?
I just hate myself for tying to Forgive YOU!
you never ever learn to think how do I feel!
All you care is only your grandson and grand daughter
I'm just your grand daughter-in-law!
If you dislike me, don't ever talk to me.
I do have patient
But don't cross the line ok?

Review of Black Magician Trilogy (SAD!!!)

The Black Magician Trilogy really just make me sick...
Well, definetly not those kind of sick~ It just make me want to cry about that sad ending
Oh, Why must Akkarin die!!!!!!
I just hate it!!!555555!!
Well, feeling of finishing reading was somehow strange...
It's like something was missing in my heart
I would wish that there is still book 4 for me to continue reading~
Well, but then it wouldn't become as a trilogy anymore>.
I just miss something like that, it's an interesting novel
I really love Sonea and Arkkarin being a pair, but why must Akkarin die!!!!
Man, this make me want to cry!!!!!
Well, now I'm reading some fanfiction thingy~
all about Black Magician Trilogy's fanfiction!!!
It's this the second time?
The second time of having some kind of strange feeling...
1st time was when I read the 二分之一王子
But this time ,the feeling was stronger
It's like something that really happended to me
I can just hardly felt that how sad of losing the love ones, even I din't get to experience that kind of feeling in my real life until now~
WELL to me~ It really hard to believe that Akkarin really is dead....
It's sad!!! Really Sad!!!!!!!
If I'm the one being Sonea, then I don't think so that I can be as strong as her
I guess that I will end my life being some kind of loser
I guess I just don't have the thingy to Stay strong
I can't bared of having anything disapering from my life
'09'Jr1c once make me cried for a long period

让自己放弃

如果我现在会大哭一场，那我的眼睛就会变成兔子那样呢
我不管了
命运还是什么的，我都会顺从
不想再作无谓的反抗
我恨自己，我恨自己为什么要拥有这一切
当回忆变成一种痛苦，那遗忘是种幸福
说得容易，做得难啊。。。
生活一直都是痛苦的
累了，痛了，哭了
好想自杀，却没有那个勇气
请原谅我好吗，哭过这一次后，我不会再让自己为它痛哭一场
有些东西真的很难放下
接受一切，好好地在初二A生活吗。。。。
有些东西也不是这么容易做的
而有些东西一直是心中的宝石
明明知道以后的生活将是陌生人
以后将是平行线
明明在乎那个宝石
却还是想逃离这一切
反正都是陌生人
以后大了，或许宝石已忘却她，她却还在记住宝石
算了，以后的生活就当个傀儡好好生活着吧

14日4月

♀ 送我棺材 ♂
= =。。。。
呼呼~不行了。。。我要死了
徒弟，送我那个金作的棺材
我相信你一定能偷到的
今天体育节有长跑考试
=。=吐血！！
1st round→很有精神哦~
2nd round→Shit！力气在消耗着
3rd round→ OMG。。。脚好酸，好喘气
4th round→不行了，走路啊！！手都酸死了，简直中了Asthma病，喉咙干完
5th round→ 88， 小人上天堂了，简直走完~
5th1/4 round→在最后十秒走完~
天呀，你为什么不干脆在那时候直接要了我的命
你知道跑完后，就直接爬8楼吗？（包括从篮球场上去的那一楼）
要命咯！！！我竟然能跑到5圈。。。555！！太感动了！！

♀ 你这个姓黄的 ♂
TMD！！你去死吧！！
人家扫地，你看到还要坐下来
人家叫你滚，你又坐着
还破口大骂厚！！
一句话，三个字：你去死！！
难怪那个坐我前面的不爽你
Argh， 这个鬼地方我可待不下去了！！

♀ 放弃！！♂
我不管了，我什么都不想知道
是不是要每个人离开我才可以
现在张老师又要在明年离开那个该死的坤成
Argh！！
我就是不想顺从一切啊。。。
我真的不甘心被命运安排了的这一切
为什么我一定要顺从一切的命运，一切的命令
明知道我最讨厌被人利用，就是不知情的利用完后再抛弃
我讨厌呆在那个地方
没有安全感，没有满足感，没有幸福的感觉。。。
我现在真的什么都不要理了
默默地做个傀儡算了
每个人都走远了，却只有我一个人逗留在那里，一直陪伴着那个黑暗
我离不开那个幸福
却不知道其实那个东西的里面已经碎了
就是一直呆在那里，不愿意顺从一切的命运
从2010年开始的那一天，我就知道我的命运将会很凄惨
每一天都是痛苦的，想解放，却就是做不到

情绪不稳

啊！！！！！！ARGH！！！！！！
我现在很想拿把刀好好的去砍人发泄
5555，明天长跑考试。。。。
我不行了啦！！！
我跑一圈，就已经累死了！！！
现在是要跑3圈以上ok？
我以前跑3圈，脸都白完，上气不接下气ok？
5555！！！NOW HOW？？
亡灵啊。。。你的自民受苦了啦！！
帮我除掉那个姓林的！！！
唉。。。可怜真的是我的代名词
What A Pity Life。。。。

烦恼的事情说出去了~
现在我的固本问题算有办法了~
啊哈哈~大叔付100块买十张~
但是他没得用我也没得用。。。。=。=
因为他说是赞助给表姐表哥他们来我学校用的
然后还要去招待他们
不是我不要，而是我的心很自然而然的说
我们之间的话题已经少得不能说了
而且我怕ho，别人会因为看到我跟他们的面貌相差这么大，反而怀疑我是领养的厚（啊哈哈~）
 而且！！！我的心也自然而然比较想跟欧巴桑玩~

音乐分享

呐~
我第一次听yiruma的钢琴曲时，是听EMILY弹的~
很好听nia，她弹到~
一听就喜欢nia~

Yiruma - River flows in you

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain

Yiruma - When The Love Falls

Yiruma - Loanna

Can I say that Yiruma's songs 有点伤感~

10/4/2010

Today surely was a busy day for pity me~
From yesterday 1 am? slept till 11 am~
Just came out from bath and just ate some 'keropok' and just  used the com. for some min only~
Then nid to go out liao~
Why?
Ah Lah~ need to go out for lunch lah of course
and also..... find my little volleyball~
came to a store near Parkson OUG ....Found out a volleyball, but.....
WTH!!?? 55.90 RINGGIT?
Eh, uncle! this price can buy a basketball ok?
So, that ball was actually a branded stuff~ and a soft onme too
HE say those cheap price like49.90 de very hard
So what man! my bajet is within 39 ringgit~

Then went to a sale in Sri Petaling , bought a pair of shoe(very cool~)
still haven found the volleyball yet
Oh, it's already 2.30 pm
Hehe~ finally lunch time!!!
= = nth to write about this lunch~
Hoho, later again went to the store in Sri Petaling (again)
nth found there~ But Hehehe!!!! Chinese Novels!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL The newest OK? But can't buy..... 5555!!!

Continue with my pity journey on searching my pity volleyball
Next is the Carrefore~=.=
Din't thought that I would finally found my pity volleyball there~
RM20.90~ cheap but very hard!!!!!!!!!
walking out with my pity volleyball~ then noticed a  sale of books again!
and again ~ those newest chinese novels were also sold in that place~

Now do what?
Well, after buying my pity volleyball~
Finally got to go home~
Played the Com. until 6 pm?
Oh, finally to use my pity volleyball~
Started to pratice again and again!
damm shit!!! my KAKAK can also played well....
But the most making me crazy is that....
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OUCH!!!!!!!! IT SURE IS PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!
OUCH！my hands!! Oh, my pity hands!!!!
That ball sure is a hard skin stuff~
And a rigid one too, played that ball like a basketball
up and down~ Those air just won't come out~
Eh！？ Farting is good for a ball like you OK!!!
Ahahaha~ There was one time i got to throw the volleyball continuously 18 times~
But for last, I managed  to throw at least 5 times up~ (nth to be happy rite~)
Well, for someone like me~ I enjoy it as my victory~(cause the MAX in my school was only 2....)
Something weird ha~ when i sit on my staircase, i managed to throw 20~
Is it because I am way Shorter then my actual size?
DUNNO~

Picture from yesterday in STADIUM BUKIT JALIL
Actual Kc SPORTS Day

A humiliating Day!

Kao!!
Today, during the English period.....
I said to the god, "OMG lar!!! this is so humiliating!!!! 55555!!"
WHY? WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED?
I'll tell you what happende to me!!!!!!!!!!
Well, during the English period.....( AGAIN....)
Miss Caryn divided us into ten groups, and wanted each group in the row to compete
Compete WHAT? Also don't how to say eh...
Erm... It's like she listed out 6 themes inside the story "How Dalat Got Its Name"
Each row choose a theme (each row has two groups),and the two groups compete
How?
Who is better one lah when giving the speech about the theme you choose~
SOME1 (baka!!!) choose for us custom and traditions
Asked Miss Caryn so many question and finally know the meaning of the competition
But.... WTH? Custom and Traditions?????
OMG..... Lets go to Hell~
Well at least before something bad (extreamly bad） happended, we somehow managed to write out a short-short speech
Then just before our group's turn... SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAPPENDED
Now this is the bad thing!!!
5555！！I had to sacrifice myself..... Nobody wants to represent the group and go out to have a speech!!!!!
What a pity of me!!!
OK, then just before I get to go out....
That Witch Ker Xin......5555!! She changed some and added some sentence in to that piece of paper(speech)
Finally~ I stand up.... with FEAR!!!! and go out .... 2012 has come!!!!! Oh, god help me!!!
Walked towards the whiteboard and stood infront of it
OK....OK....really scared!!!! =.=, hands and legs are shaking ,mouth can't operate goodly!!!!
Oh dear.... what had happended to me....
Starting reading the speech (口吃!!!) and then suddenly stopped....
WTH  is that little girl writing....=.=
I can't "copy and paste" finely....
And " big son"? OMG... Argh.... automatically change it....
Ahahahaha........ Finally came out with the last sentence
Quickly walked back to my seat....
Oh, it was so humiliating!!!
But Still won in the competition...( actually just because friends in my group has supporters...)

Now, Now, Now
Biggest problem ~ What is going to happen when that day comes!!??
ORAL!!! IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY!!!
Oh Shit!!!! Aleluya!=.=
this has been a serious problem since I was small !!!
I can't stand infront of everybody and talk!!! (officially as giving a speech)

And now the other problem is....
My SHIT volleyball!!!!
I can't even hit above 5 times....=.=
And I must score 20 balls!!! to pass!!!
What can I do..... Pratice? Waiting for my volleyball to come~
Ai~ What a pity life of me~ =.= ~T.T!

喜欢上一个人有多难
听别人讲到就是这么的简单容易
被爱伤得太深
对爱就是失去了信心
爱情是个屁！！
订个契约吧，我绝对不会喜欢上坤成里的任何一人
今天不过是盯着那该死的蛇看罢了
就这样，我的清白没了。。。
他们还是不了解我
我对爱情没有任何信心
我讨厌爱
却还是要在我面前谈这些
虽然已经伪装起来，但是还是ARGH
算了
努力考上新加坡的中学吧

1 2 3 4 5 6 7
我的朋友在哪裡
在這裡 在這裡 
我的朋友在這裡 

 唉~明明就是个简单的歌
偏偏就是今天想到啊
无奈的生活
生气了，伤心了
就是不会有人知道
当自己需要安慰，发泄时，心里就是会提醒，她不在这里
朋友真的会最终被另个人代替吗
人真的不能把一切当成理所当然
有时发呆
就是会想到，朋友到底是干嘛的
兄弟到底是来干嘛的
明明就是个简单的意义
做起来，却难得很呢
像我这个旁观者
一看一切都了解
我有时真的很想知道
小说那些人什么容易看出人家眼睛在讲什么
可以看出人家的脸色
屁！！！
信任到底是什么
友情到底是什么
友情真的很难的啊
人是自私的
自私又贪心
我不是圣人
不可能不会因为朋友跟别人要好而不觉得有点嫉妒
很生气她所做的事情
但是在那个地方，我还能拥有的东西已经很少了
宁愿自己的心失望绝望
也不想因而失去一个朋友
小朋友，看了别跟别人宣传~

Forget-Me-Not

        Looking at the sky, tears were rolling down my face. Why did you leave me so early? Memories about that day still cannot fade away from my mind.

        That day in the hospital, Kei used all her strength to pass me a forget-me-not. Using her last breath, she told me “Don’t forget me” then coming with it was a sound “Di…di…di…”   

        Just a blink of an eye, 2 years had passed since Kei's Memorial Day. Placed a bouquet of forget-me-not beside Kei's gravestone, I whispered through the wind "I had brought your favourite forget-me-not,I... really miss you, Kei..."

3/4/09

Just bought some manga from Sunway~
Hehe, money don't come from me
3 from Speedy
6 from Comic paradise~
2 of those manga was Gakuen Alice
Lala~Finally found 2 more of it~
BUT they only had 18,20....
Nah, nvm mind lah~Also read~
LOL, none of those anime caught my interest
Hoping to find novels that are somehow same like The Black Magician Trilogy
Not toooooo reality like my world~
Having adventure~Some romance~Some magic!?
Well, I kinda feel bored about those novels that talking about highschool life~
Argh~Boring!!
Opps~
I guess I should Start doing my Homework~
Argh, so extreamly hate that *** teacher, bleh!
Always want to search this search that!
And now another problem is that what do you all call her?
Mrs.fu? oh, what the hell lah,don't care~
want us to sell at least 20 coupon of the carnival in KUEN CHENG~(bleh!) OK? and NO COMISSION!!!!
@$##%$^@$#!!!!!!
Eh, I'M definitely not a salesgirl!!!
who want to buy lar!!!!

That "Black Magician Trilogy" is surely interesting ha~
Now reading THE NOVICE~
Especially when I just found out that The Novice got KISS SCENE
Oh Yeah!!!>.
Ahahaha,exciting lah~
LOL, a classmate of mine did mentioned to me that there is nothing about romance leh
AI~ Just hoping of that more boys that happens to fall in luv with Sonea ai~
But now only got two boys that are currently falling in luv ,well I guess so
No punisment for my mistake HA~
But, I guess what my little classmate means was that Sonea DIDN'T be with anybody ah...
=.=, hope so there is a 'happily ever after ending' HA...
I would prefer Sonea be with the man that kissed her ,ahahaha~
I feel like I am A ...what do you call that ah...
AH! P——E——R——V——E——R——T——！！
Er...ha...ha...ha...
Well~Currently trying to improve my writing skills?
Or else....
My Oral DIE~
My English Exam DIE~
AI~ what a pity life for me~
Amen!!